Mahadevappa poured water to wash his hands on the plate to remove the
few grains of boiled rice doused in sambar
sticking to his fingers despite his efforts to lick them clean. He burped,
announcing the gratification of his stomach. His wife, Susheelamma, who was
sitting across from him to serve, moved to clear away the dishes. While she was
walking into the kitchen, he stepped outside the house to the courtyard and
walked slowly towards the bucket filled with water. With his left hand, he lifted
his lungi a bit and shoved it between
his knees so that the falling water droplets wouldn’t dirty it. When he was
gargling, he heard the gate open with a squeak. He spat and raised his head to
see who it was. Vinod, his son, walked in through the gate. He kept the stick
in the corner of the verandah and sat down beside it. Susheelamma also came to
the verandah when she heard the gate open. Vinod gave his torch to his mother
who handed him a big tumbler full of water to drink. He had just returned from
Mahadevappa’s field after watching over it when his father was away after a
day’s work. Mahadevappa wiped his wet hands and face with the end of his lungi. He walked to Vinod and sat beside
him. “Appa, Sankaranna is already in
his field. He said he will watch over our field till you go.” Mahadevappa’s
sugarcane field, which was a kilometer away from his house, was next to
Sankar’s. Sankar was their neighbour and they worked together in their
respective farmlands, which was also close by.
Mahadevappa looked at his son with love and
compassion. Vinod broke that gaze by getting up when he understood the meaning.
Vinod had been helping his father in their farm since his exams got over. While
he was in school, he used to go to his father’s farm after coming back in the
evening. Now he had completed 12th grade and wished to join an
engineering college. He even got admission in a decent college in the nearby
town. However, Mahadevappa didn’t have enough money to pay for the college. He
was counting on his sugarcane harvest of the year but the elephants that came
to his farm couple of nights ago damaged a large portion of his farm leaving
him with very little crop and hope. His family has been dependent on
agriculture for decades. It was never a problem as his family treated elephants
as the incarnations of God. But to Mahadevappa, they were more than God. They
were also creatures that shared space with him. He believed that they had right
on the land as much as he did. He did not protect his farm land as diligently as
his friends did. The returns from his field, despite the routine elephant
damages were enough to sustain his family. In fact, he grew extra sugarcane
just for the elephants to feed. The co-farmers weren’t in favour of this
attitude as they thought that it was a waste of time and resources. Moreover,
they believed that it would attract the humongous beast to their farm as well.
But now Mahadevappa was in a critical situation and he could not afford to
waste even a stem.
Mahadevappa got up to go to the field.
Susheelamma went inside to get his white cotton towel that he carried while
going to watch over their farm. Her face looked as miserable as his. She didn’t
utter a word while handing over the towel and torch. Vinod picked up his stick
to give it to his father. Mahadevappa refused however, as he didn’t find any
use of carrying it again. He draped his left shoulders with the towel and held
the old torch, which required a light blow to start functioning, in his right
hands. When he turned around to latch the gate, he looked at his wife and son
who were watching him leave and then turned around and quickly walked away.
The path that led to his farm site was dark in
spite of the day being full moon along with few working street lamps.
Mahadevappa walked cautiously shining his torch on the road, and also on the
bushes on the sides when he heard any noise. He was lost in thoughts about his
son’s future during the commute. Earlier during the week, he had approached the
bank for loan application by pledging his house and field. However, the manager
couldn’t assure him about the loan sanction. They were aware of his current
predicament and were not convinced that he would be able to repay the loan. The
manager promised Mahadevappa that he would try his best but also reminded him
that it might take a while. However, Vinod had to pay the fees before that to
confirm his admission to the college. Mahadevappa tried his best to raise 1.5
lakh but he couldn’t go beyond Rs.20, 000. He knew it was a big dream for
Vinod, but the boy did not want to make his father anxious. For a boy who
hardly demanded anything, this was the biggest and the best Mahadevappa could
do for his son.
He started mental calculations, about the
expenses and the amount required to complete the course, while he was walking.
He finally arrived at a figure of 4-5 lakhs. Mahadevappa stopped walking. He
didn’t know what to do to raise that lump sum. He could see his field, which
was few hundred meters away, from where he was standing as well as Sankar who
was shining his torch while sitting on the machan.
Mahadevappa started walking towards the machan. Sankar, who saw the
approaching Mahadevappa, shouted his name cheerfully. He then shone the torch
on the ladder made of wood and rope to help Mahadevappa climb up. Sankar moved
aside so that Mahadevappa could sit and then they started talking. When Vinod’s
topic came up, Sankar asked Mahadevappa, “The loan didn’t get sanctioned is
it?” Mahadevappa just nodded in response. Sankar looked into distance and said,
“These animals destroy our lives and hopes along with our crops. But, we cannot
hurt them because we will be sent to jail. And the compensation, it will take
forever, may or may not get and we never get back what we invested”. He turned
towards Mahadevappa again, “So the officer said the remuneration for the raid
will take time? What are you going to do?” Mahadevappa just sighed. He had gone
to the authorities to report the damage the previous day and they had said that
there will be delay in compensating the loss as they had just used the funds
for few human death cases. Ever since he heard that, he had played with the
idea in his head. The human death caused by wild animals was being compensated
in large sum of cash immediately after the incident, to the family of the
deceased as the loss is grievous and villagers never tolerated such losses.
Mahadevappa wanted to live a little longer to see his son reach a good position
before closing his eyes forever. But if that has to happen, he wasn’t left with
much choice at present other than sacrificing his own life. Suddenly, Sankar
gently patted Mahadevappa’s shoulder and pointed in the direction where he saw
movement. A herd of elephants were coming for their routine visit. While Sankar
turned to get his weapon to chase the elephants, Mahadevappa started to descend
down the ladder. The elephants were approaching his field to feast on the
remaining cane. While Sankar was shouting at him to get back, he moved towards
them leaving behind his torch.